Monday, September 27, 2010

Heartfelt Receiving

I’m learning the art of receiving...

receiving help
receiving advice
receiving love

I was stubborn for years because it was simply a trust issue. I was taught with my abuse people who are close to you hurt you. However, due to my amazing soul mate, unconditional friends and God’s divine road of healing, I’m learning more and more life does not need to stay in a lonely box but rather become a beautiful circle of support and heartfelt help.

As I live in a smaller community for the first time in my life, I find myself experiencing the joy of sharing life with others -and letting them help me each day. I look back at my life - living in different cities - and how hard i tried to do ‘it all’ on my own (even with having phenomenal friendships). I somehow had the lie tucked in my brian to do ‘it all’ was a golden ticket of great worth...I know - a complete lie and even foolishness - but I see more and more - just because I am capable of something, doesn’t take a way my need for great support still. If anything, I’m finding when I let others help me, I become stronger and life is much lighter on my heart.

I love how God created my soul for relationships - even if life along the way tried to steal that seed.

a few years ago - or even a year ago - help would have felt to vulnerable for me...when I let my heart receive help, I’m vulnerable and letting go - everything but being in control...

heartfelt receiving...

receiving Jesus
receiving Life
receiving Freedom

Sweetest blessings from my heart to yours!