Saturday, September 19, 2009

Only God

I love my quiet time with God's truths. Last night this spoke deeply to me:

"NEVERTHELESS, I AM CONTINUALLY WITH YOU: YOU HOLD MY RIGHT HAND. YOU GUIDE ME WITH YOUR COUNSEL, AND AFTERWARD YOU WILL RECEIVE ME TO GLORY. WHOM HAVE I IN HEAVEN BUT YOU? AND THERE IS NOTHING ON EARTH THAT I DESIRE BESIDES YOU"

PSALM 73: 24-25

The past month God keeps hitting my soul - "Amy, where is your comfort? Amy, what is safety for you? Amy, what does protection look like for you? Amy, who and what are you trusting to fulfill your soul? Amy, where do you go for truth? Amy, who do you talk to for truth? LET ME BE ALL OF THAT AND MORE FOR YOU. TRUST. LET GO. FLY....even during times of doubt and heartache...This earth is broken, you are broken but I AM COMPLETE and BEYOND COMPLETE"

And I LOVE how God knows the desires of my heart better than I do for myself! So the times I find my self chasing morale dead end desires, I'm learning to stop in my tracks and BE - and Let God fulfill my empty heart at the time and wait for him to fulfill me.

Hard. Patient. Boring...until God kindly shows His handprint in my life fulfilling me in ways unimageable. Right now I am waiting on God to show Ken and I direction...but I know God will follow through as He ALWAYS has.

I know God is tryng to show me dramatically, all of my pictures of comfort, safety and protection are actually far from His design for me. And the more I try to play middle ground with God, the less I leave room for His truth in my life.

Sweetest blessings.

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