Each week I build 'sandcastles' in my mind...sometimes they last a few months, sometimes a few days, and other times just moments...like sandcastles...they appear to stand firm and tall until a wave gently washes them away to nothing.
This past week my 'sandcastle' was thinking I would go see this new doctor, who was suppose to be the best in Atlanta...I made an appt, 'excited' to see what new answer this doctor would give me, and in my mind I was peaceful...Until a nurse called and said this doctor is not taking any new patients....at that moment my 'sandcastle' was washed away...I lost all hope and was discouraged.
That night I laughed....I thought how is it my hope was all lost when I say I trust God to provide for me and I trust God to take care of me...In a nut shell, at that moment, I saw how weak my faith is and how little I really trust in God in taking of me...and then I thought to of the verse..."have faith as small as a mustard seed...."
I'm lifted up again - not in the hope of doctors this time but in the name of my Creator that is not surprised by anything that happens in my life and is able to take care of me in ways unimaginable.
Sweet blessings!
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